strikerfreeze's Blog

I just feel like leaving this place right now. I don't really even know why I'm here.

If you can't stand the cold, do what you're told.

If you can't stand the chill, do not stand still.

I got an email from my little brother recently. He's currently at school, but he took the time to write this out, and I think it's definitely worth sharing. Enjoy :)





What do you believe in and why?

I believe in the human race as a whole. The human soul is definitely
something not to be taken lightly. It is what allows us to be who we are
and choose what we do. It can both be harmful and helpful, those that help
others out of selflessness are definitely good people. Can you honestly
tell me that someone that almost just died in order to protect a stranger
is evil and be correct? What I am saying is that everyone has a choice,
it’s just what we choose to do that matters. I also believe in destiny,
and that everyone was meant for something. Although people commonly
question, why haven’t they discovered their purpose yet. The answer is
actually in the question, because you haven’t discovered your purpose yet.

This is how I feel about labeling people….

Labeling people is a horrible thing to do. Those that do it are probably
just having a bad day, and want to take their anger out on someone else.
Sometimes it’s that a person wants to try and be funny to his friends.
Labeling people can lead to some bad experiences for the person being
labeled. If you label someone based on clothing, then they could be called
a bunch of names, like nerd, geek, and much, much more. It can also
backfire and cause the loss of a few best friends. You might say something
mean about someone, but your friend could actually be friends with them,
and that would cause a severing of friendship. Labels are unnecessary, and
we don’t need them to know who we are. Those that do it probably know how
it feels too, and want others to feel that same pain that they did long
ago. You can also label people by things other than clothing, such as
appearance. You could see their acne and make fun of it, but in fact, it’s
actually a rare skin disease. How would you feel then?


If I could change just one event in history, it would be…because…

If I could change just one event in history, it would be to teach everyone
back in 1201 everything we know now, in the year 2011. If I did that we
would be far past the exceptional point of technological advancements. We
would probably be the “aliens” we see now, just to other people on
different planets. Instead of traveling, we would just get ourselves there
by breaking into thousands of photons. Then reappear at our destination.
Cloning would be so far into the future, that clones would be made, but we
would implant our brains into the clones, in order to live longer. Some
people would be made out of mechanical machines/technology. Cars would
hover, people would fly, and others would just stay home learning how to
access their souls through the mind. Then again, if the people in 1201 had
factories, and oil spills, like we do today, then that means that the
earth would have decayed at a faster rate than it would now. Maybe, they
would learn from their mistakes, and create everything to run off of solar
ray
s instead. If the past were the future, maybe the future would be the
past, but where does the present come along?

"When in doubt, pinky out. When you're sad, just be glad."

We went for a bike ride today and when we did, we saw my old crush and her boyfriend, brother, and neighbor on the way. We all stopped and looked at each other. And her brother asks if we wanna play kickball with them. So I just looked at Melissa (old crush), and looked back and said we might after we got back (which meant no, by the way). She just said whatever, and my older brother started talking to her. I just said "Yeah, whatever" and left. My neighbor and little brother followed. Then we had to wait for Martin (older brother) to catch up, then we left our neighborhood. We decided we'd just ride to the high school for fun, then turn around and leave, so Martin to go to his friend's house.

Why can't anything go as planned when the four of us go somewhere...?

We got to the school and turned around. Okay, there's an intersection leading up to the school, and me and Brandon (neighbor) started to go one way expecting Martin and Xavier (little brother) to follow. Well, Martin decided he'd go the other way. He did, and Xavier, being the cooler guy went to follow him so we'd be evened up. Now here's what gets me, Brandon and I are already down one way, and Martin tells Xavier to follow us. How the hell are me and Brandon supposed to know Martin told Xavier that? WE AREN'T! So me and Brandon notice that we can't find Martin and Xavier, so we start checking around town. We eventually run into Martin walking his bike and talking to some girl he knows.

But where is Xavier...?

Xavier was nowhere to be seen. I told him that he could sit and talk to her while I go look for Xavier and I left and went to go look. Brandon starts following up behind me and tells me that Martin said to meet him at the 'front sidewalk.' WTF??? There are a lot of frickin' sidewalks in this town. A LOT. So me and Brandon kept checking around for Xavier. We couldn't find him. So we looked back at the train station to see if Martin made it there, and HE was gone too! So me and Brandon rode to a gas station and stopped. Brandon says "Well I'm just gonna make this left here, and go back home." I was like, "Well I'm gonna turn back around and keep looking." So he's like "Okay." The lights turned green and he was able to cross, and he asked "Wait, you said you're gonna keep looking?" I just said nodded, and he's like "Alright, but we better find him soon." I half-grinned and started back with Brandon following me.

All this, and there's no Xavier OR Martin..

As we speed down the sidewalk with traffic zooming right next to us, allllll the way down the street we see someone on a bike with a white hat going down a side road. I called back to Brandon and yelled, "Is that Xavier?!" And he's like "I think so!" So we went even faster, and cut in front of two oncoming cars. We almost got hit, but whatever right? We started yelling out Xavier's name, and at first he didn't turn around. But then he did and stopped. We asked what happened, where he went, what Martin said to him, etc. You could tell Xavier was upset, and maybe even a bit scared. I mean, the sun was almost fully gone. So we headed home. Just one thing..

Where was Martin...?

I just came and got on my computer. Then tried calling him. His phone's broken. And if we told either mom or dad, especially dad, we'd be dead. So we had to just wait it out. Eventually, Martin came in through the garage and walked in slamming doors. I followed him up to his room and we argued for a little while. Then he just told me to get out of his room, and I came back here.

All three of us are in our own seperate rooms, not saying a word to each other.

*sighs* I'm just sick of having to be the one that keeps us all together...But whatever. Just kinda glad we're all in the same place.

"I'm gonna charge right on down the path I believe in! Sprinting full force, and I won't stop! That's my ninja way!" ~ Naruto Uzumaki

I no longer wish for them to come true. I wish for something to look forward to.

So we just got back from the apartment to my house. We get inside, and everything's dark. I go up to my room, and it's a lot different, and smells weird too. Our guests stayed in here I'm guessing. >.> So I had to change my sheets and pillow covers and clean up a bit. Finally, my own spot in Hell is just the way I remember it. xD

I changed my sheets while I changed my clothes, so I could do it with the door closed, and my dad wouldn't wake up. Well, he was awake alright... He came out of the room with a gun in his hand, and went around the house ready to shoot. He knew it was us who came in. I mean, who else could it have been? He checked downstairs, and the garage, and said "you guys should say something instead of just coming in like that." I don't know what he was thinking, but I'm thinking that someone could've just died if we made the wrong move around him, because he was half-asleep, with a loaded gun.

Haha, and then now he's up telling us to go to bed as if nothing happened.

My room smells like old peopleeeee D: (my older brother and his son might've been the ones to be in here btw)

Ohhh well, no sleep for me. I don't feel like dying in my sleep tonight. XD Anyone wanna chat? :p

It's true that there's a path in life that every person must take, but who ever said it had to be taken alone?

Hah, okay, so I've been kinda feeling like I've been slacking off on my friends lately. As in the past few weeks or so. I've just been so focused on getting into this school, I haven't really had the time to chat too much. Now that I've gotten into the school, and gotten some things figured out, I should be paying more attention to my EP friends. I don't want you guys to forget about me in the long run. I gotta tell you, I have, on the other hand, been watching from afar, and not everyone seems to be very happy. So, I gotta try and do my part to cheering everybody up somehow. I hate seeing you guys frown. I'll try to be there for everyone more often than not. I'll just make an effort to maybe message everyone in my circle or something, I dunno. But I really want to help. Sorry for making too many appearances, but I'm gonna try and get back into the groove of things. ^^ 

I was going to talk about this via video blog, but so many people are doing them and I don't want to be a copycat. ;D So I'll give it some time.

I am going to come up with $1200 before the end of July! :D I'm not exactly sure how, but when I say I'm going to do something, I do it. :)

It's for a great cause, and I'm gonna spend it all at once, technically. It's HOW I spend it, that makes it so special. ;D

Love is not just an emotion, but also a gift. A gift that can be given, and taken.

Love is among the few things that can be expressed in an infinite number of ways.

"When life gives you lemons, give them back."

Oh my goodness, there's another Sonic game coming out this year! :D Well technically two if you're counting Episode II of Sonic 4. But there's this new Sonic game that has the newer Sonic, running around with a 3D version of his classic self! XD My older bro said that it's going to be Co-op play, and if that's the case, I'm gonna freak out twice as hard when I play it!
Despite how ever I'm feeling, a new Sonic game always makes me feel better. :) Ohhh, can't wait...But first, me needs a PS3. >.>"

There is indeed a distinct difference between knowledge and intelligence. Knowledge is something you attain through reading or hearing, intelligence is how it got there.

:D

Relationships are like a mountain hike. Rocky at the start, but once things get moving, things seem a lot smoother.

:D

You can forget your past, you can think of the future, but you better remember that you live in the now, so make the best of it, and glorify the present.


:D 

When life is in its darkest hour, get a flashlight and see your way through it. And who knows, you may not be the only searcher.